WISHING YOU A VERY JOYOUS NEW YEAR!

FULL OF LOVE AND GOOD WISHES.

A WONDERFUL 2010!

31st,December,2009

Thursday,

12 noon

Dear Friends,

Good Afternoon!

This is the last post of 20o9, from Trichur,Kerala.It's really sad to leave Amma n dear ones on the eve of New Year!I will be spending the wee hours of New Year in Rajadhani Express![the train is at midnight!]And if the train is late I will be in the railway platform.there will be very cool breeze.there will be wishes and prayers in my heart.mobile will be kept busy.Let me get adjusted to that feeling.

Today is Thiruvathira,an auspicious ritual for Hindu girls and ladies.there will be rush in Shiva Temple.early morning,everyone goes to Temple.there is kaikottikali[traditional dance of Kerala] programme daily in the premises of Vadakkunathan Temple,daily.

Friends,

Today,the last day of 2009,

Fills my mind with mixed feelings;

I wanted to convey A Big Thank You,

Straight from my heart;

For your love,support,encouragement and cheer!

You know I love you,wholeheartedly.

Let me express my gratitude for your kindness.

I don't like to remember the tears,

Knowingly or unknowingly caused.

But I want to carry the joy,

You have generously showered on me.

When just hours are left,

For the dawn of The New Year,

I want to wish you All The Very Best,

For A Happy and Prosperous New Year!

May God Bless You with peace,

A life filled with love and trust!

May the moments be special,

When you spend the time with your dear ones,

Let your presence make the difference,

And always be longed for!

Give a sweet smile and an inspiring word,

Look towards the flowers and butterflies,

The birds and the squirrels.

The nature is the best school,

That teaches us valuable lessons free of charge.

I'm sharing my true experiences,

And hope they will be useful for you too.

I'm really happy,I've come across,

Wonderful friends like you.

My emotions take words and reach you,

And they are always true;

Come to me without inhibitions,

But let me be free in my space.

I strongly believe,you're good,

You just can't be rude with me.

I have always tried to improve my ways,

Still,if I have hurt you,I'm sorry!

I just can't leave here,

Without wishing you A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Each one of you have left such imprints,

That will be deep n clear for ever.

Time won't permit me to send personal mails,

Filled with warm and true greetings;

I have yet to complete packing,

And to go out for some urgent work.

Friends,thank you very much for your New Year Wishes and beautiful pictures.I can't imagine a life without you.please do visit here very often and let me know your views.

It's Anu signing off..................

Amma and Nanda wish you good luck and cheer,when you wake up in the new morning!

I have the gift-'Discover the Diamond In You',the popular book by Arindham Chaudhuri given by Nanda.my new year resolutions,yet to make.not so sure whether I can stick to them.New beginnings and new life,let it be postive and energetic filled with love.

Aapke hoton pe mukurahat yu bi bani rahe,

Yeh dua rab se hum roz karte rahe!:)

Dil se,Anu loves all of you!Tonight,be with me when I am travelling.I will feel nice.requesting you,to be supportive and encouraging,wishing you a beautiful NEW YEAR,

Sasneham,

Anu

A TOUCHING FAREWELL NOTE!

THAT MADE THE EYES WET!

29th,December,2009

Tuesday

Dear Friends,

Good Morning!

Today is hartal;so no going out.just be at home n write a post.I failed even to have the morning temple darshan.here,any day bandh takes place causing difficulties to the public.the precious day is gone being unable to take own vehicle to the road.no use of complaining as the system will not change.yesterday was Swargavathil Ekadashi.Unnikannan looked so beautiful with all decorations in Thiruvambadi Krishna Temple.there were lots of special poojas and cultural programmes.The temple elephant Unnikrishnan looked majestic.

Friends,today I want to share a very personal poem,written by Nanda,my only sister, years before.I have written a lot about my parents and Nanda in the earlier posts.this was written with a heavy heart on the previous day of resigning from the post of the Officer in an International Bank.She has been very sincere and punctual.she believes,'work is worship'.her services were appreciated by every staff.She was an asset to the organisation.

When I went to Dubai,I had been to Nanda's bank.I felt so proud n happy to see my sissy in such a responsible position.She looked beautiful in formal wear.

Many of us may go through this day in life.it is a touchable formal function to say bye.One is really lucky if he/she can carry the pleasant memories in the journey of the rest of life.

Dear All,

My heart skips a beat when I say goodbye to all of you after working with this excellent organisation for a period of long years.

I will be treasuring the fond memories of my life span with this prestigious organisation where my heart and soul belonged to.......................

Those precious moments.........

some happy and some sad................

Those inspiring Morning shouts........

Those friendly visits by the Manager.................

ThoseTeam works.........those floor walkings,those customer assistance.....

Those handling cheque returns,those clearing doubts of peers,

Those M/Lpresentations,those handling complaints,

Those breakfasts,those lovely parties,

And countless such small pleasures.

I will miss them all,I will treasure them all.

It's painful to say goodbye;

Tears roll down from my eyes,

While I'm writing these lines;

I love you all,I love my work.

I considered this as my prime duty,;

It was my soul n heart.

Still I have to say bye to all............

For a nobler cause,I believe in;

For the most precious person in my life,my MOM!

Who has made me what I'm today,

With her priceless love and sacrifices...........

Thank you God for giving me,

The privilege to be the part of,

This excellent organisation.............

For such a long period.

I have learned lessons from each one of you,

Irrespecive of your posts,

And I'm indebted to you all.

For all the love and all the support showered on me,

Thank you one,Thank you all............

Pardon me please if I have hurt your feelings,

Knowingly or unknowingly

Each one of you have a safe place in my heart......

Let me bid good bye with a humble request,

Keep me in your heart and include me in your prayers,

Bless me and continue your sweet love for me.......

This is an end of my career here,

And the beginning of new life in a different role!

seeking your prayers and blessings,

Let me take leave of you!

As words just won't come out in the farewell meeting,

I decided to write this mail for you.

Friends,

the love n care shown by Nanda's colleagues are wonderful.one must be lucky to work in a pleasant atmosphere.we have to cooperate n adjust with others.From the feedbacks and appraisals received we know that Nanda is so committed to work.her services were valuable.she always has a sweet smile on her lips and soft words for the clients.she wins the heart so easily.[I am a loser!]Nanda enjoys the fruits of her hardwork,peace and pleasing nature.her absence is always missed as the helping hands are strong.:)as her colleagues said,Nanda is o sweet a person to be forgotten.the farewell note made many cry and the function was so touching!they still cherish the moments worked with her.She guided the juniors so patiently and a cordial relation was established.

I am the loud speaker of my family.But before 2009 draws the curtain,I want to announce that my Amma,Nanda write better than me.

It's Anu signing off........................

The birds are making the special sound,''kooooooooooooo,kooooooo'.the sky is cloudy;but my mind is clear.my heart is filled with soft feelings.:)I feel like singing a song;which is your choice?

Bhul se kabhi hame bhe yaad kiya karo,

Pyar nahi to shikayat hi kiya karo!:)

Wishing a peaceful wonderful Prosperous New Year-2010,

Reminding you Anu loves you so deeply,

Sasneham,

Anu

A MIND FILLED WITH THE VOICES OF LOVE!

27th,December,2009

Sunday

9p.m

Dear Friends,

Good Evening!

After many years,I had been to theatre yesterday night to watch Three Idiots.I am a die hard fan of Chetan Bhagat and decided to watch the movie in an just 0.k theatre.I simply liked Aamir a lot with Kareena!it was difficult to sit for hours together just watching a movie.I can hardly sit for half an hour at a stretch. I get restless.Peanuts won't help to make me sit even in a theatre.people were whistling and clapping as and when their favoiurite heros appear on the screen.I wanted to join them;but I don't know how to whistle.:) It was a strange experience of watching and listening to the reactions of the public.it was a house full show.Aamir has spring in his feet n the facial expressions are cool.at times,a change is good!

anyways I enjoyed reading the novel than watching the movie.
holidays are going to get over soon and once again it's time to pack the bags.going back from Amma n dear ones,specially on new year day makes it so tough.this is a real break from the hectic schedule.short breaks are very much needed to get recharged n reconnected.Imagine spending the first day of the New Year in the cool compartment of the train!

When the year 20o9 is fast drawing to a close,

I want to express my sincere gratitude

To the voices filled with love n care!:)

They came from many corners,

From known n unknown hearts.

My days were filled with cheer;

And my nights were coloured by dreams.

I know my words've touched your hearts,

And the voices started flowing;

That was an amazing experience;

Waiting for the loving voices,

They came in the form of,

Morning and good night calls,

Refresing n positive mails and forwards.

The care n concern shown are unforgettable,

I never knew I could weave a web;

Of love n friendship around me.

If you were hurt by my ignorance,

I must tell you 'Sorry guys';

If I had kept silence,

I was suffering a lot;but I never wanted to express.

An emotional soul doesn't like to get hooked;

I just don't pretend and I can't do,

So more thorns are on the way;

You may play with fire,not with hearts,

All the scars can't be wiped off,dear.

I don't know what lies ahead for me;

But noone knows that,I bet.

Anyways,it has been a journey,

Of surprises and new connections;

It's so difficult to eliminate someone from the contact list;

But for peace of mind I had to do that.

I am not guilty as I am too generous,

But if I don't learn from my experiences,

My pillows will be wet causing sleepless nights.

As Anu loves all of you sincerely n deeply,

You want me to see all in smiles.:)

Thanks for your company n comments,

Each and every word is cherished forever!

Wishing you A Pleasant n Prosperous New Year,

I't's Anu signing off............................

Dearies,

I need you a lot in the rest of my journey in blogosphere.You are my source of inspiration.I always meant good and never like to carry the unpleasant and heavy baggage to the New Year.

Let our friendship be evergreen.Please try to give a new meaning to the term of Friendship with Anu with honesty n sincerity.:)

Wishing you a wonderful evening,

Waiting for the mild showers,

Requesting you to carry Anu's love with you,

Expecting that all of you can hear the voice of love,

From Anu's pure heart which skips a beat

At the very sight of your views n reviews,

Sasneham,

Anu

A WONDERFUL MERRY CHRISTMAS!

25th,December,2009

Friday

11p.m

Dear Friends,

Good Morning!

What a beautiful day!the day commenced with Parmekkavu Temple Darshan.today is Pathamudayam;an auspicious day for the Hindus.it's a special day in Devi Temples.

it's rightly said,''well begun is half done''.the morning cool air,the spiritual feelings make one energetic n positive in thoughts.wonderous hours of happiness n pleasure,enjoyment n merry making enhance the high spirits of Christmas!

what a wonderous morning!After the midnight mass,people are back,home to celebrate the grand festival,MERRY CHRISTMAS!I am writing my 150th post on such an important day!the birthday of JESUS!we had received cake n crib yesterday from Rev.Sr.Modesta,Amm's student n friend.

I want to share the greetings that I received from my friend.

I hope this Christmas

Comes to you joyously n happily,

with the rustle of angel's wings,

with the warmth of a candle's glow,

with the laughter of children,

I hope it arrives,

with the beauty of Church Bells,

with the scent of cinnamon n pine,

And brings much warmth n love

to make your heart shine.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Friends,

as usual at midnight we prayed to JESUS for the blessings n HIS mercy.Amma never fails to get up at midnight and pray.

I feel happy n peaceful,

The star gives us hope n joy,

The star fills our minds,

with lots of expectations,

It reminds us the need of sacrifices,

The love n kindness to be spread!

The simplicity n humbleness;

The greatness of the LORD!

Picking up the colourful threads n bits of paper of the broken relations,let us make the beautiful star lamps.let's build healthy n loving relations.

Friends,

we just can't live alone in an island of silence n loneliness.break out your shells n reach out to your neighbours n friends.

It's Anu signing off..............

On this Great Day of peace n joy,let's introspect ourselves n find out whether our presence is welcome n acceptable.please add the pleasing qualities n subtract the irritating traits of nature.

Wishing All Of You,The Most Marvellous moments of the Grand Festival,

reminding you that Anu loves you a lot,

Sasneham,

Anu

I HAVE A SMILE FOR YOU!

WHY DON'T YOU SPARE ONE FOR ME?

24th,December,2009,

Thursday

8p.m

Dear Friends,

Good Evening!

After six months,I reached here,my own trichur,the cultural capital of Kerala,in the wee hours of CHRISTMAS EVE!Journey by Rajadhani Express was a pleasant experience.the co-travellers were foreingers going to Varkala beach Resorts,to relax n celebrate the grand day of MERRY CHRISTMAS!Amma n Nanda were waiting for me.it's nice to be pampered than to pamper.:)It's really cold,not much of flowers so,my butterflies are missing.morning I relished the home made iddli n dosa with coconut chutney!wow!after the journey,i was feeling lazy n wanted to sleep.so,there was no temple visit today.Nanda tried to pull me out of blanket].

I was busy the whole day with shopping and tailor.shopping with Nanda is fun!she holds my hand and takes care while crossing the road.the city is all set with glittering decorations n people have dressed up as Santa Claus at the entrance of shops.last time I had posed with Santa Claus at City Centre.it was nice having fun,talking to him.now here there is grand celebration of Christmas carol in this colony.Nanda will be visiting thitry houses singing the carols.I have to get ready to welcome the cheer group with Amma.

here is a wonderful message I have received days before which I would like to share with you.

The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you!

There comes a point in your life when you realize:

Who matters,

Who never did,

Who won't anymore................

And who always will.

So,don't worry about people from your past,

there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future!

so,friends,please don't worry.those who have parted ways,let them go away.still peace n happiness will remain.[experience,yaar!]:)that is why I still have a smile for you.:)

I'm so happy that my sincere friends are still with me.thanks a million for your valuable support!you know what I feel so happy n confident,when you share my honest feelings n thoughts .:)

right on time we received a delicious cake n a model of crib where Baby Jesus looks so cute from none other than Rev.Sr.Modesta,Amma's student n friend.we had called her n her Christmas message to all is ,love each other,develop the qualities of tolerance n spread peace!make the world awonderful place to live in!

It's Anu signing off................

I had forgotten to say bye to my sparrows,crows,pigeons n kittens!really sad,they may be waiting for the grains,bread crumbs n chappti pieces.here in trichur there are three cute kittens.morning I was talking to them.

Amma,Nanda n Anu wish all of you A MERRY CHRISTMAS!my christian friends may be getting ready to attend the midnight mass.I left the place,where I should have been for Christmas.there are so many Christmas parties geared up. there are glittering live performances which noone will want to miss.but for me,the place is the best where Amma is with me!:)

wishing you all the happiness,love n peace,

loving you so much,dearies,

wishing a safe n happy journey to my dearest friend who will be reaching Cochin tomorrow.

with all the special greetings on MERRY CHRISTMAS,promise me you are going to make a chain of smiles which will never break n in return I promise all my love,care n smiles,

sasneham,

Anu

PLEASE CHOOSE YOUR CUP!

21st December,2009
Monday
8p.m
Dear Friends,
Good evening!
The joyful season of Christmas has begun.This is the right time to show love n kindness.the world awaits to rejoice the birth of baby Jesus.before Santa Claus comes to town,I feel like expressing my gratitude to my friends.instead of giving a bag full of goodies,I offer different cups to you that show the true n sincere feelings of my heart.:)hope you will cherish the warmth of joy n peace while looking at the bright stars.thank you,friends for your comments,encouragement n visits.I would not be successful in writing these many posts without your moral support.I always tried to reach each one of you personally.you are always in my thoughts n prayers.you make my days colourful.
please don't make me feel I was wrong in choosing you as my friend.that will be really painful.I want to believe this world is full of goodness n love.
Here are many cups of different qualities straight from my heart.please choose your cup.:)my friend has sent me all these.







A cup of love for you











A cup of understanding













A cup of compassion











A cup of trust

















A cup of grace














A cup of kindness




Friends,
let's decrease our desires n increase happiness.let's add qualities to our lives.to increase our happiness,remember,we don't have to increase our possessions.build healthy n sincere friendships.cause a smile n spread cheer.:)I always like to do confession in a church right from childhood.I always felt,after the confessions,I will be pure of my heart.my friend ,Aljo is going to be a priest on 27th,December.Good Luck,friend.in my list of friends,you will be the only priest.:)
It's Anu signing off.............
please clear the confusions,
this is the best time to forgive,
and accept the life as it is;
start afresh n be hopeful,
please concentrate on,
what good we can do to others.
when you get busy shopping for the new dresses n cookies,to spend the most beautiful time of the year,please don't neglect the wet eyes n open arms of the less fortunate!
enjoying the glittering decorations,in and around,I have just one day more with me to leave for my favourite Trichur.
The night is really enchanting,Anu loves you wholeheartedly.all of you have just geared upon life during this season.please let others to live too.:)
Sasneham,
Anu

MOTHER'S LOVE,MY TREASURE!

SHOW THAT YOU LOVE!
19th,December,2009
5p.m
Dear Friends,
Good Evening!X'mas celebrations started here.stages are built n colourful shows are going to be held.people are busy shopping hunting for designer's dresses n the accessories.getting set to welcome Santa Claus.everyday I cross St.Andrew's Church while going to office n I pray to Jesus.the 16th century church of St.Andrew Apostle built by the Jesuits in 1570 in Vasco has undergone major renovations n extensions during the last eighteen months.now the church looks so majestic n grand.the Sanctum Sanctorum of the church has been given a new n divine look with white Australian marble.the right time for the facelift before the birthday of JESUS on 25th,December.
My friend in Dubai has sent me a forwarded mail n I would like to share the same with you.you might've read or heard about it,but it's simply awesome n one can read it umpteen times.
The strong pillar of inspiration,
The epitome of love,
The symbol of tolerance n co-operation,
The strength of our family.
The most humble,simple n pious person,
Who has always a smiling face,
The blessed with wonderful knowledge,
Both in English n Malayalam,
The author of five published books,
The most respectable teacher of our village,
The one who reach out to the needy,
The noble personality who loves music,
And whose words of wisdom inspire the listeners,
The wonderful person who makes me confident,
Helps out to cover the scars unknown,
Amma listens patiently n corrects gently,
And teaches the mantra of success,
We need the right,courageous n loving Mothers
Who can rock the cradle n rule the world.
The valuable lessons Amma has taught us;
Surrender to God n let go the unwanted,
Forget n forgive will help us to lead peaceful life,
Giving lessons by practising what we preach,
Amma I love you,love you a lot,
And your daughter I would like to be,
In all the rebirths coming up!:)
Whatever I'm today is your kindness n blessing,
I'll be grateful to you, Amma all my life!

I dedicate this forwarded touching mail to my AMMA n all other MOTHERS!


A little boy came up to his mother in the kitchen one evening while she was fixing supper, and handed her a piece of paper that he had been writing on. After his Mom dried her hands on an apron, she read it, and this is what it said:


For cutting the grass: $5.00

For cleaning up my room this week: $1.00

For going to the store for you: $.50

Baby-sitting my kid brother while you went shopping: $.25

Taking out the garbage: $1.00

For getting a good report card: $5.00

For cleaning up and raking the yard: $2.00

Total owed: $14.75


Well, his mother looked at him standing there, and the boy could see the memories flashing through her mind. She picked up the pen, turned over the paper she'd written on, and this is what she wrote:


For the nine months I carried you while you were growing inside me:

No Charge


For all the nights that I've sat up with you, doctored and prayed for you:

No Charge

No Charge


For all the nights that were filled with dread, and for the worries I knew were ahead:

No Charge


For the toys, food, clothes, and even wiping your nose:

No Charge


Son, when you add it up, the cost of my love is:

No Charge.


When the boy finished reading what his mother had written, there were big tears in his eyes, and he looked straight at his mother and said, "Mom, I sure do love you." And then he took the pen and in great big letters he wrote: "PAID IN FULL".



Lessons:


You will never know how much your parents worth till you become a parent


Be a giver not an asker, especially with your parents. there is a lot to give, besides money.


Advice:

IF your mom is alive and close to you, give her a big kiss and ask her for forgiveness. If she is far away, call her. if she has passed away, pray for her.
Friends,nothing in this world equals the love of our Mother.we can never repay the debt however rich one may be.I'm sure,after reading this mail,you will call your Mother TONIGHT or will send a mail!It's X'mas time n we must see that love n peace prevail in the world.so,let the love begin in the family.
It's Anu signing off..............
My count down has started to reach my Amma.I'm leaving on 23rd,December.:)Rajadhani Express is fast approaching.away from office n blogging where is time for packing?:)
WISHING ALL OF YOU A WONDERFUL N MEMORABLE MERRY X'MAS,
requesting not to forget that Anu loves you deeply,
wishing a cool n thankful night,
saying prayers for your parents,
Sasneham,
Anu



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CASTLES OF SAND-TRY TO BUILD NOT TO BREAK!

16th,December,2009
Wednesday
8p.m
Dear Friends,
Good Evening!
The evening is cool n the breeze is refreshing!the sea is becoming more beautiful by twilight.I'm happy watching the waves from my balcony n I feel like sailing alone[at times,you are your best friend] in one of the ships anchored at the harbour.sailing across the seas to unknown lands of the world.sailing on a ship is very exciting.
living by the sea shore I want to write today on the sand castles.weekends,the beaches are full with children n you must have watched them busy making the castles,many other structures on the sand!they enjoy the freedom,become creative,express themselves n teamspirit is built.they use leaves n shells to decorate their creations.the happiness n satisfaction derived will be destroyed with just one kick or a tide!and the tears flow !again,the structures are rebuilt!it's fun n enjoyment forgetting the stress n tensions of the real life!we become one with nature.we are sowing the seeds of our dreams!
in Kerala,before the child completes three years,there is a ritual called 'writing ceremony'.this is done by priests,poojaris,the learned people in Temples,churches or institutions.they write with a gold ring on the tongue of the child.then the child will be made to write on sand.on Vijayadashami Day this is done.Goddess Saraswati is the Goddess of Learning!
writing on sand is a good practice n it gives good exercise to the fingers.in many schools, sand tray is used by the children.we are going back to nature.sand art is very popular in the west.
The Goa Sand Art Festival will start from 18th,December n will go on for three days at the Candolim Beach.Afestival that promises to showcase talent and at the same time highlight the sombre theme of global coming.the theme is really aptn the choice of the beach could not have been a better example to showcase the harsh realities of global warming.Although the sea might serve to be a very pleasant background one cannot overlook the fact that it is North Goa's famous beach,the Candolim beach that is wasting away at a rapid pace.huge chunks of land each year are claimed by the sea.and somehow,the receding shor line just does not find a fitting mention in matters that call for urgent attention.
The festival will be a platform for artists.it is decided to have the festival on the Candolim beach keeping in mind the suitability of the soil as well as the need to draw in the crowd.this is India's first ever sand art festival and the authorities hope to make it an annual feature on the Goan calendar.working on the natural easel of art will be eleven budding artists from Goa,Mumbai n Pune.the Festival,which is non-competitive will also have provisions for amateurs and audiences to try out their hands at sculpturing creations out of sand.what's more is that they would be guided by professional artists as they mould the grains of sand in the specially designated practice pits.
let's encourage children to dream!our guidance will help children learn to make choices that are right for them.breathing the fresh n cool air,aayeeye,hum reth mein khelen![let's play in the sand];once a while let's go back to the childhood.I had interviewed a few children on why do they like to play on sand.freedom,love,fresh air,cool breeze,exposure for their talents n to simply roll down on the sand!:)
with small hands,we build castles,
using sand and water, giving shape to our dreams.
sprinkle with the dreams to come true,
Adding colours with our prayers,
when the calm n cool sea breeze,
Brush your cheeks,
realise,guys,nature is singing for you!:)
It's Anu signing off..................
Promise me friends,at your next visit to the seashore,
will see you making those sand castles once again,
And I bet,atleast once in your life,
You will be convinced,Anu loves you a lot!
Let's love soil,sun,sand n rain,
Let's together build a cool,calm n wonderful green earth to live in!
keeping your sand castles safe from tides n storm,[in my prayers]
it's time for me to pack my baggage,
leaving for Trichur for X'mas holidays,
To be with Amma n Nanda n my people,
Hey,you know,I need a break very badly.
wishing all of you A Merry n Peaceful X'mas,
Sasneham,
Anu